John 4:24 (NIV)
God is spirit, and his worshipers must worship in the Spirit and in truth.
I can sing, “Praise God from whom all blessings flow,” or “I love you, Lord.” But if my mind is focused on my next trip to the mall and my heart is set on getting my own way, the song is a lie. That lie, no matter how well sung, isn’t worship.
Think you’re too hard on yourself. God does multitasking.
I’m trying to take one step, one typed word at a time, praying same time. I can’t do dedicated prayer time – need to keep moving, else I pass out. Things are a bit tough right now, apologize for the telegraphic prose.
You are surrounded by a host of prayers raised by the many people you have touched with your writing, Andrew.